“For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.” (2 Timothy 1:7)

Okay, so this past couple of weeks I was slammed by more than one person to start practicing what I preach. A couple of days ago I finally listened. Now, even though I am sicker than a dog, I feel better than ever. Why? Because I’m back on track.

Why is it when we are overwhelmed and full of anxiety and worry, we seem to forget what we need most? Which is the peace that comes from our connection with God. For me, this lapse is caused by the doubt I have in myself.

When things come along from the outside world to attack my peace, usually the first thing I do is ask for God’s protection. No problem. But when the attack comes from within myself, I don’t think to ask God to protect me from me. You know the expression, “I am my own worst enemy?” That is true on so many levels.

Those around me could see I was worried and agitated in this past few weeks; I was afraid I wasn’t up to the challenges at hand and I was so overwhelmed that I was afraid I was going to make mistakes. But, fortunately, I had friends and co-workers who were quick to point out what I usually preach — that worry is a waste of time. Then they asked me, hadn’t I prayed?

If we really believe that God is in control and there are no coincidences, then why should we worry? Well, because we are human. But that is no excuse. If we are truly going to take that step (or leap) of faith into our lives, we need to know that God is the one leading the way. I don’t always know why I am where I am at times, but I like to believe that it is because God feels I can make a difference and that is why He put me there.

“And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)

Bottom line: I was herded back into line by the choir to whom I sung. And it was a good feeling, albeit a humbling one.

So, note to self: If I have truly accepted God into my heart, then I cannot lose heart. Through Him all things are possible and life is good.
Amen.